If I Had a Boat

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

Life Magazine

To see the world. 
Things dangerous to come to. 
To see behind walls. 
Draw closer. 
To find each other and to feel. 
That is the purpose of life.
    ... The three-mile swim in Pensacola is in five days.  I have swum three miles in a pool.  The wind will be a south wind.  I will be swimming south.

  • Sunday, December 1, 2013

    Week 27: Thanksgiving

    11/24/2013
    2100 yds
    62 min.
    This was a challenging swim, but I had better endurance than last week.  I could swim 200 yds at a time without having to stop and catch my breath.  Now that I don't have to think about the new TI techniques so much, I could relax more and check out mentally, something only swimming allows me to do.  The rocking, swinging sensation was almost hypnotic.  I tried to keep my upper body lower in the water, shorten each two-beat kick, reach down more.   Eight of my laps were free-back kick.  After a discouraging week last week, I was glad to get this week off to a good start.


    11/29/2013
    2100 yds.
    Untimed
    I missed my 11/26 swim, due to a cold.  I missed my 11/28 swim, because the pool was closed on Thanksgiving.  I still have the cold, but took a nap and made myself go to the pool anyway this afternoon.  I was so checked out mentally that I frequently lost count of my laps.  I was half asleep while swimming.  I know I swam at least 42 laps, if not more.  ... I did not swim Saturday, due to worsening of cold symptoms and feeling exhausted.  Could not take the girls to Y nursery, because they are contagious.  Illnesses and fatigue are the main obstacles I have been experiencing.  I feel angry that these things have been getting in the way of me reaching my weekly goals.

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    When I look back over my swim log for the month of November, I focus on the reasons why
    I didn't meet my weekly swim goals.  They are not invalid reasons:  I went to see my grandmother in Chattanooga for her birthday.  I couldn't drive to Madison due to a tornado warning.  I couldn't drive to Madison during a four-county bomb threat, that thankfully was a false alarm.  I was sick one day.  The Y was closed for Thanksgiving.  However, the main reason I didn't make up missed swims was fatigue.  Constant, unrelenting exhaustion.  Poor sleep at night and early awakenings.  I am going to ask to have my blood work done early.  I want my doctor to be sure my thyroid isn't going hyper again and to check for vitamin deficiencies.

    Monday, November 18, 2013

    Week 26: The Eternal Reach of Time

    11/18/13
    1800 yds.
    47 min.
    Missed 42-lap workout on 11/17/13, due to tornado weather.  Made up 36 of those laps today.  Now I am behind 6 laps for the week.  Focused on 45-degree stroke, straight pull and two-beat kick.  Also focused on keeping my head lower in the water, keeping legs higher, keeping feet closer together, making each kick shorter, and rotating more.  Also focused on tring to drop arm sooner and lower, to improve catch.  My time was not great, however.  I lost time due to having to stop to rest, because winded.  It did feel good to continually lap the triathlete in the next lane, though.  Also, I had less of a bubble trail.  I really need someone to critique my stroke, now that I am trying the TI technique.  Will continue to watch tutorial clips, etc.  My chiropractor today instructed me to do wrist exercises by lifting a half-full milk bottle a certain number of times per day. 

    11/20/2013
    1800 yds.
    52 min.
    Missed 42-lap workout on 11/19/2013, due to traveling due to bomb threat in Decatur.  Made up 36 of those laps today. Now I am behind 12 laps for the week.  Focused on 45-degree stroke, straight pull and two-beat kick.  Also focused on keeping my head lower in the water, keeping legs higher, keeping feet closer together, making each kick shorter, and rotating more.  Also focused on tring to drop arm sooner and lower, to improve catch.  However, 52 minutes is a very slow time.  I felt exhausted during the workout, and my lungs felt heavy when breathing.  I don't think I am sick, just very tired; perhaps not fully back after the pneumonia.  Need to take Vit. D and get better sleep. I really need someone to critique my stroke, now that I am trying the TI technique.  Will continue to watch tutorial clips, etc.

    [Missed 11/21/13 workout of 42 laps, because completely exhausted.  Now behind 54 laps for the week.  Discouraged.]

    Week 25: The Flesh That I Fight


    11/12/13
    1800 yds.
    44 min.
    Focused on 45-degree stroke, straight pull and two-beat kick.  The two-beat rhythm felt completely automatic.  Missed my mile-long workout on the 10th, because we were out of town, and pools were closed on the 11th for Veterans Day. Now I am 36 laps behind.


    11/15/13
    1250 yds.
    35 min.
    Focused on 45-degree stroke, straight pull and two-beat kick.  I felt exhausted, slow and discouraged.  I have not been sleeping well, due to shoulder/arm/wrist/hand pain, due to pinched nerve at C5.  When I don't sleep well, I skip workouts or don't swim well during them.  While swimming, I felt pain in my left shoulder.  However, I swam through it.  I fell short of my 36-lap goal, only swimming 25.  It felt rather hard to breathe.  Now I am 43 laps behind.

    Sunday, November 10, 2013

    Week 24: Getting With the Program


    11/3/13
    1200 yds.
    30 min.
    Focused on 45-degree stroke, straight pull and two-beat kick.  The two-beat rhythm felt completely automatic.  My time for each 100 was about 1:51.

    11/5/13
    1400 yds.
    38 min.
    Focused on 45-degree stroke, straight pull and two-beat kick.  The two-beat rhythm felt completely automatic.  My time for each 100 was about 1:51.

    11/7/13
    1600 yds.
    40 min.
    Focused on 45-degree stroke, straight pull and two-beat kick.  The two-beat rhythm felt completely automatic.  My time for each 100 was about 1:51.  I met my goal to swim 3x this week!  Up until now, I have found this to be very difficult.  My biggest challenge has been fatigue.  I am really trying to fight through that.  I also met my distance goals for the week!  It was strange starting at only a 1200, but I needed to start slow, due to coming back from pneumonia.


    11/9/13
    200 yds.
    25 min.
    64-degree water at Upton Lake!!!  Clint and I did it!  The most encouraging thing is that the Strait will most likely be 5-7 degrees warmer than this!


    Week 23: Rehabilitation

    10/27/13
    Distance: 600 yds.
    Time: 15 min.
    Focused on 45-degree stroke, straight pull and two-beat kick.  The new two-beat rhythm felt completely automatic.  John helped time my 100's.  I stayed at a time of 1:51 with this new technique, much faster than the 2:05's of the previous technique ... and this was after a bad illness!  During the nights of pneumonia, I would dream and dream about swimming.  I would dream about my deep longing to swim.  Most of all, I would dream about swimming with the two-beat kick.  My brain was processing this new motor skill while sleeping!  During this workout, it felt as though I had never swum any other way. ... On the day I got pneumonia, I found out my thyroid disorder has been in remission, even off medication!  I am praying it stays in remission, so that I don't experience any more setbacks to this training.

    10/29/13
    Distance: 1200 yds.
    Time: 31 min.
    Focused on 45-degree stroke, straight pull and two-beat kick.  The new two-beat rhythm felt completely automatic.  My time for each 100 was about 1:51.



    Tuesday, October 8, 2013

    Weeks 20 - 22: Pneumonia

    Was in bed with Pneumonia from 10/4/13 until 10/16/13.  From 10/17/13 until 10/26/13, gradually did daily activities, but was too weak to swim.  Made a swim plan to begin again on 10/27/13 and gradually build endurance with the goal of being able to log 10 miles per week by the last week in March 2014.